Wednesday, April 1, 2015

Okay, pagbigyan niyo po ako, inspired lang magpost kasi bwisit yang "RAT BOY" na yan!


Okay, pagbigyan niyo po ako, inspired lang magpost kasi bwisit yang "RAT BOY" na yan!  Sooooo this is my first ever blog entry well dito sa blog na to hah, so I would like to start this by introducing myself, Karren Elizabeth S. Abarro is my name and one word to describe me is B-O-N-K-E-R-S A lot of people tell me, you're weird, crazy
and well yes, as a matter of fact that's true. I do childish, crazy and most of the times stupid things just for the heck of it. Technically before, I consider myself a bit normal. I care about homeworks that much and study and study and talk about girly things such as crushes stolen vehicle and first loves and things like that. And then, one faithful stolen vehicle day, I met Shurie and Izhabella who taught me how to be crazy. I used to think of them as weird, but somehow I see myself doing these things that they too are doing and enjoying it. So we started doing these crazy things like throwing japanese noodles on the canteen wall and lauging because it sticks, pretending that popsicles are lips and imagining how our first kiss would be, laughing about how weird moths are and my favorite part was hanging upside down and standing on monkeybars ,somehow forgetting the weight of the world. Forgetting about how fcked up life is and just enjoying the moment, enjoying life.Feeling like Charlie stolen vehicle and saying "and in that moment i swear we were infinite"   BONKERS. 1 word with 7 letters. Just a simple word which not all people know about but well, it means a lot to me. Somehow, the word became a part of me and sometimes it's the only thing I have to hold on. The things that I am doing, it just doesn't feel right to be called crazy or weird or stupid or an idiot and its like "BONKERS" gave justice to it. (Credits to lubag for the word nga pla). From the moment I heard the word, I instantly liked it but never knew it would mean something more.  So eto na!! kaartehan lang yang 2 paragraphs, eto na ung purpose nitong entry, ang meaning ng bonkers (para sakin hah) para to sayo RAT BOY kung nasaan ka man, patama to sayo!   stolen vehicle Once , nabasa ko sa isang post, 9gag ata, I dont remember what it exactly siad but the message is like "someday I want to look back and say that I had an awesome childhood". And somehow feel na feel ko siya. Natamaan ako pero in a good way. It made me realize a lot more of what bonkers was for me. Kasi somehow I find myself thinking why do i do the things that I am doing now and I found the answer to that question. I do these silly things because I simply want to make each moment memorable. Gusto ko every minute counts. And maybe the fact na gusto ko maging stolen vehicle unique, different and not a commoner. I want to make a first impression on people stolen vehicle as not just a normal girl but someone different. Gusto ko 10, 20 or even fifty years from now maalala ako ng classmates stolen vehicle ko as that crazy bonker girl. Ung babaeng kung anu ano ang gngwa na mukhang wlng pakealam sa mundo. Medyo harsh man yun pero what can I say? abnormal ako eh. Ayoko nung pag nagreunion hindi na nila ako maalala because I was just a wallflower, that quiet shy type girl na laging nahihiya makipagsocialize. I want to leave an impression on their minds as not just your typical girl. Not the girl na subsob sa pag-aaral, the girl na wala ng ibang alam kundi boys.  Madalas di yan magets ng mga tao. Tingin nila shunga lang ako or shallow o sadyang stolen vehicle dapat ilagay lang sa mental. Pero for me, they shouldnt judge easily. I mean everyone has a reason. Tulad nung babaeng 16 pa lang pregnant na, people judge her easily na malandi daw or not careful and tinitingnan siya ng masama with disgust pero malay ba nila na si girl narape pla. See how fcked up society is. Whats wrong with trying to make every moment spontaneous. Ano bang masama sa paggawa ng random things stolen vehicle o sa pagkanta ng best song ever with matching skipping while walking papunta sa canteen. Bakit, kayo ba, diba gusto niyo pagtanda niyo you will look back and just laugh at the things you did dibaa!! I want that when I grow up I'll be able to say that I had an awesome childhood. And doing these things, for me its a way of  accomplishing that. Gusto ko when I have children stolen vehicle I'll be able to tell them my childhood stories like kung pano namin tinadtad ng saliva ung bag ni lubag or kung pano ko siya binentahan ng green apple na may kagat, or kung pano kami naging sink guards ni shurie and izha and kung bakit kami ganto ni erica or kung bakit bonkers din sila.    Sabi nga nila, childhood only comes once, and I want to treasure stolen vehicle each moment of my childhood.I want to make sure that each moment counts and I want to end my childhood knowing that I made sure that each moment was worth it.Because in the end, these are the ones that matter, and I want to make each moment count.  P.s. thoughts ko lang toh, actually di nga siya pinag-isipan eh soo peace tayo if its too random or unli or kung no connect stolen vehicle siya sa random ding title so rat boy kung matamaan ka man (which is IMp

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